Sunday, March 25, 2012

A sunny Sunday on the Pacific

The small dorado we landed made a most welcome addition to our lately
usual supper consisting of soya beans. Nick prepared a pot of rice,cut
the dorado into small portions , fried it for awhile and added it to the
rice. Mixed veggies was also part of our fishpot and it turned out most
delectable. We have some packets of beetroot salad and this just added
that extra bit of magic to the meal. During supper we were sitting and
talking about our food supplies on board and the more we talked about it
the more we realized how much we do have on board. About 10kgs of Jungle
Oats for breakfast to start with. Quick and easy to make and adding
peanut butter of which we have industrial amounts of and maple syrup
which we have about four bottles of, we are sorted for breakfast, and
very tasty and healthy to boot. We can't serve bacon and eggs
anymore, and in the same way with what we have for lunch and supper, we
can't always get what we want, but we certainly get what we need.

Not smoking now for five days and things are getting better. Still a bit
of a craving when you wake up or after a meal, but we are winning the
battle. All of us are starting to work out a bit to get our bodies back
in shape a bit. I am hoping to take up kiteboarding when I get home and
that motivates me to get fit and stay fit, and not take up smoking
again. Inused to be a sport fanatic when I was younger and now it is
feeling really good to start the muscles working a bit. I use an elastic
band called Body Sculpture which I got at Sportman's Warehouse I
think, and I must say,it works for me, all the different muscles getting
stretched a bit. Stilllearning how to work all the muscles properly but
enjoying it nevertheless. Sitting on a yacht for three months with
hardly any exercise is bad enough. To do it year in and year out is no
good at all.

Not saying much else today, except that we are about two weeks away from
our destination. Busy getting all the official requirements lined up for
our entry into Tahiti. Customs, Immigration and Port Control will have to
be notified this week of our arrival, as well as our base at Raiatea
island about 120nm from Tahiti. We will first clear in at Tahiti and then
do the last bit of sailing to the base. It is a French territory and the
French are sometimes difficult when it gets to official protocol. But as
long as all our ducks are in a row, we should have no problem. Our psotion
at 3am our time is 07*21'S/111*45'W. The good weather predicted has just
started coming through an hour ago, but according to our latest weather
report, it won't stay with us as long as originally predicted. That is the
weather for you. Fortunately we have enough diesel to motor all the way to
Tahiti should it be necessary.

Have a serene Sunday and all the best for the week ahead.

Cpt. Paul

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Two days in a row

Yip, we have now been sailing for two days in a row. Tentatively at first, but ever so gently the wind and the current is
pushing us faster and faster. Started at just over 4 kts, crawled up to 5, then up to 6. And the best is yet to come. We
are expecting really good winds on the 25/26, and already we are doing well beyond what we expected. And to top it all, we
also landed our first dorado. A little baby one, but big enough to make an excellent meal mixed with rice and peas. It is
Nick's turn to cook tonight, so we shall see what he pulls out of the hat. It is also the first dorado Steven has seen since
he strted sailing with me nearly 30 000nm ago. We have landed some sizable tuna and big sailfish, but somehow dorado has
always eluded us. It is my favorite fish by far and have high hopes that we will catch an even bigger one soon.Then we can
have decent sized dorado fillets fried in butter. This little dorado is a veryn timely catch for us. Having soya beans a few
days in a row is starting to get a bit much, although we are eating healthy and making the most of it. The little dorado
though is a very welcome addition to our very healthy diet. And yes,it is the fourth day without tobacco and still the
craving for a cigarette pops up every now and then, but we are certainly not being edgy about it. On the contrary, we are
eating more. Steven baked a garlic bread today and made a pot of soup. It did not last very long and served as a late lunch
early supper. And for a late supper he made some delicious flapjacks. Strange order of events under normal circumstances but
convention out here does not carry much weight.

The nightskies are once again ablaze with stars dancing and pulsating each to their own beat, flashing their own colours.
Orion on his chariot is chasing Pleiades over the horizon inthis never ending quest to sink his arrow into the bull, behind
us the Southern Cross is showing us the four directions in case we get lost, and the Milky Way is as always a most awesome
highway through our galaxy. There is life out there, out here, beyond a shadow of a doubt. Not only life in different
dimensions, but also life as we know it. I have no interest in trying to convince you, you either know it or you don't. One
of my favorite shapes is spirals. You find them in hurricanes, all around the galaxy and also in your kitchen sink when you
let the water out. Energy is infinite, it will change shape and transform and evolve all the time, but in essence it never
ends. And your thoughts, your ideas, your feelings you project, are also forms of energy, and I wonder if you have any idea
how the ripple effect of your actions echoes throughout the universe. There is so much potential for harrmony, but we rather
feed our greed and fear our fate. We can sometimes be so very small and so very insecure. Totally self absorbed and
blindsided. I guess each to his or her or its own, our journeys are all unique, as unique as the snowflakes and as our
fingerprints. So yes, be free, be free to be the very best you can be.

Our position is currently 07*27'S/109*06'W and we are 1760nm from Fatu Hiva.

Hope you have a most wonderful weekend.

The Captain

Friday, March 23, 2012

Fridays are Fridays are Fridays

I don't care much for time and for days when we are out on the ocean for
extended periods of time, but Fridays still carries a little magic ring
to it. We have been sailing for the last 24hrs, an amazing experience
after motoring for nearly two weeks. Keeping a close eye on the weather,
using computer programs to show us where the currents are, and somehow
eventually start reaping the benefits when both current and wind comes
together. We are not sailing fast yet, in two days time we should be
hooking into really good sailing weather. At the moment we have our twin
headsails up and sailing at a leisurely 5.5 kts but slowly building
speed.

A few fishing boats around at night, or rather easier to spot them at
night due to the bright lights and the loom they create on the horizon.
We tried some night fishing, tying a luminescent lure on but no luck.
Food on board is fine, but we are starting to run out of options. And
not smoking anymore, we eat quite a bit more. Interesting how we dealt
with the cravings and after three days, I think we are over it. Was not
easy, but we had no choice in the matter. Hope when we get to land again
we will remember how hard it was to quit and will think three times
before falling back into the habit again. We are also starting to work
out a bit more, doing exercises and getting back into shape, so all and
all many positive results from running out of tobacco. Our sense of
smell and taste is also returning, but our bodies will probably still
detoxify some. A slight headache was experienced but that is also over
now, drinking copious amounts of water to purify our bodies.

Our position at the moment is 07*24'S/107*35'W. We've sailed down to
07*39'S before we started coming up again as we were losing current.
This manouevre placed us in an excellent angle on the wind which is
straight from behind and we are now sailing due west. We are 1850nm from
Fatu Hiva where we may stop for a few hours to touch base again, and
2680nm from Tahiti. Still some distance to go, but we are getting there,
and hopefully will arrive there within the next three weeks. Really
depends on the wind, and as usual,only time will tell.

Hope you have a wonderful weekend.

Captain Paul

Thursday, March 22, 2012

The best things in life are free

After the turtle encounter, we surely hoped for some better conditions.
We having been moving down south looking for better current and wind and
have at last reached an area outside the doldrums. The wind is in the
right direction for us as predicted, but not enough to get us sailing at
all. Now and then we get a bit of sailable wind and we set our sails,
sail for a few hours and then the wind just fades on us again. The last
three days we only averaged about 100nm a day, only 60% of what we were
hoping for at the very least. By all accounts it looks like we will at
last get some real sailing weather on the 25/26th and will have to see
how far that will get us. It is trying times for us. No wind, no tobacco
but no ways we will allow this to get us down.

Everyday we seem to have a mix of rain, of sun, of wind, of calm. When
it rains, we catch the rainwater to fill our tanks, when the sun shines
some of us stay out of the sun and some of us catch a tan, when the wind
blows we fill our sails and make good progress and when it is calm
we motor, not to fast as we are also conserving our diesel. We turned
our clocks back another hour yesterday and are now 9 hrs behind SA.
T'was my turn to cook and at 4pm we already finished supper,a huge curry
pot with rice, and we all had second and third helpings. For dessert
Eduan and Steven baked a yummy chocolate cake and Nick made some
custard, so yeh, all that also just vanished into thin air.

Night before last Nick baked the last of the fish we had and we enjoyed
that hugely as well. Must say, we are making the most of the little we
have on board. Our 2minute noodles are finished and for snacks now we
have soup of which we have plenty. We also have plenty of rice left,
pasta, maize meal, flour and so on, but our soya beans etc is starting
to run out. Can you believe it, we might even miss having soya beans on
board. We have lots of pasta sauces etc so we will be ok, we won't
starve. And should we be blessed with a fish again,we will be
laughing our heads off from pure happiness. Yes, we have been at sea now
for nearly a quarter of a year, and we are all looking forward to taking
a break again. Can you imagine how much we will appreciate the small
things that people on land take for granted. Trees and flowers and bees
and things like that. The hustle and bustle of everyday life.

Our position is 07*36'S/103*03'W. We are about 2100nm from Fatu Hiva
where we plan to stop for a few hours and another 800nm from Tahiti,
which at this stage we should reach by 12/04/12.

Hope you had a good Heritage Day and enjoy the rest of the week as well.
Yay, tomorrow is Friday.

Captain Paul

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Turtle blessings

The Chinese have a great fascination and respect for turtles. We had the
unspeakably great honor of meeting two today. The first was tangled in
some fishing bouy contraption,old floats that was just drifting. We
spotted the bouys and on closer inspection saw the turtle towing this
flotilla of floats around with him. We slowly moved the boat into
position. Eduard first dived in but the tutrle was swimming a bit to
fast for him. Once we got a bit closer Steven dived in, got hold of the
bouys and swam back to the boat, dragging the turtle behind him. Both
motors were off and the diving ladder was down making for easy access
onto the boat. I passed Steven the scissors and with some assistance
from Nick and Eduard Steven eventually managed to free the turtle. What
an amazing feeling to see this turtle diving down deep, something he was
not able to do for who knows how long. It was not all as easy as that as
the turtle was also moving his flippers around making it tricky. His big
bony jaws hissing made us a bit wary but we succeeded in the end.

I just started the motor and decided to cut the motors again and all of
us had a seashower, soaping ourselves and washing the soap off with
seawater and finally rinsing the seawater off with fesh water. We have
got some way to go still and using the fresh water very sparingly. Quite
a few barnacles have attached themselves under our hulls and Eduard
volunteered to scrape them off with a plastic spatula. Just then we
spotted another turtle swimming towards us. He came right up to the
boat. There is now wind, good current and we were just drifting with the
current. A very friendly turtle this one turned out to be, swimming
leisure around the boat and scraping his back against the hull.He had no
problem with us touching him, swimming with him, and even enjoyed us
scrubbing hgis back with a scrubbing brush, coming back for more every
time. We managed to take some excellent footage and had a most blessed
and sacred experience, to be so close and able to touch this symbol of
good fortune. I was laughing at Steven and the boys speaking like the
turtles in Finding Nemo - The fish asking the tutle how old he is
and the turtle answering -"Hey dude, 150 and still young", speaking slow
and deep.

You must have seen some tv documentaries where they show that these
turtles travel around the globe and come back to exactly the same beach
they were born at years afterwards to come and lay there eggs. And at
the right moment with spring high tides and full moon the small turtles
hatch and make a dash for the safety of the sea. Obviously there are
many predators awaiting this huge event and many don't make it. But
enough of them gets to mature and carry on this cycle, probably for
longer than what man has been on the planet. Nick and myself were just
mentioning how time takes on a whole different meaning out here, or
perhaps no meaning at all.

Well, we certainly believe that the turtles will bring us some good
fortune as far as wind is concerned. We are about 70nm away from the
latitude where we are expecting good winds, according to our weather
files and our charts. Perhaps this is why the Chinese thought of turtles
as bearers of good fortune. They are normally found on the edges of the
currents and if we did not had the modern technology, we would also have
sworn that the turtles brought us good fortune when the wind starts
building for the first time in weeks. Our position currently
is 06*38'S/101*52'W.

Take good care

Captain Paul

Monday, March 19, 2012

Fish, squalls, and calm

At last we landed a nice size bonny. Not a fish I would normally eat,
but a friend of mine who owns a huge fishing charter boat there told me
it is the best fish for sushimi.We were sailing fairly briskly when we
hooked the bonny, Steven on the handline and me on the helm placing us
into a quick hove to position. No fight at all as the bonny's gills were
ripped by the hook when the line stretched no more. Nick was on and off
and on on the other lure, the bonnies were all around us. Eduard took
some underwater videos where you can clearly sea these little predators
on a mission. We were just about ready to have supper when all this
happened, so after landing the bonny we made a few cuts in at the right
places to let it bleed properly, tied a string to it's tail and dragged
him backwards through the water tied to the boat. After supper Eduard
volunteered to fillet the fish and did an excellent job. Him and Nick
had a piece of the liver which Eduard could not stomach but Nick said it
wwas not that bad. The fillets were then placed in a Jiffy bag and
straight into the freezer.

We have been motoring and sailing whenever we had some wind trying to
get more south as our weather files showed good trade winds. Long
stretches of totally windless conditions but it was sjust a matter of
time before it would change. The ITCZ zone,or the doldrums, have a few
peculiar elements. Besides no wind mostly, you also have dark heavy
clouds and at night one can sit and marvel as the lightning lights up
these cloud formations all around you. And when it rains it rains
buckets, so much so that we take a length of plastic and rig it as a
raincatcher, funneling water into our watertanks. Not that we are short
of water but more water means more showers for us, so why not.

Yesterday we decided to try the bonny as sushimi and were very
pleasantly surprised at the texture,the taste and a dash of soya sauce,
a slice of pickled ginger with a drop of wasabi and we were having a
feast. For supper Eduard with a bit of advice from me and help from
Steven fried some lovely pieces of bonny.Dip the portion of fish in egg
and roll it in mixture of flour, fish spices, Aromat etc etc. Fry it in
a little bit of oil for a minute or so and served with some spiced rice
we were having a meal of note. Throughout the ITCZ zone itn takes a lot
ofr sail changes to make the most of what you get, then drop the sails
when the wind blows no more, and then up again when the wind is back.
Both Nick and Eduard has now learned how to do this by themselves as we
have a lot of time to practise these moves. Good for them, glad that
they will not only take good memories from this trip but also learned
how to sail a catamaran.

This morning we had our first taste of easterly winds, the winds we were
hoping to find. It did not sneak in softly, it came in with a blast,
about 35 kts+ and we had to drop the mainsail in a hurry and just
maintain with a small section of genoa. Turning the boat around with a
lot of sail is always nerve recking but we did it fast without any
hesitation. An hour later the wind settled and we could raise our twin
headsail again. The sea is not settled yet, the swell coming from a
different angle as the wind but soon the sea, the wind, the swell and
the boat will be in harmony, and we will be making good progress towards
Tahiti.

We are turning our clockanother hour back today which places us 9 hrs
behind SA, or UTC - 7. Our postion at 10am was 05*35'S/099*43'W.
Distance to Tahiti about 3000nm and our ETA remains 08/04/12. All the
best for the week ahead.

Captain Paul

Sunday, March 18, 2012

The Ancient Mariner

Just a little poem for today. Our position @ 5am is 04*45'S/098*21'W. We
are a tad over 3000nm from Tahiti. Enjoy your day and enjoy the poem.


The Rime of the Ancient Mariner

Part I

It is an ancient Mariner,
And he stoppeth one of three.
`By thy long grey beard and glittering eye,
Now wherefore stopp'st thou me?

The bridegroom's doors are opened wide,
And I am next of kin;
The guests are met, the feast is set:
Mayst hear the merry din.'

He holds him with his skinny hand,
"There was a ship," quoth he.
`Hold off! unhand me, grey-beard loon!'
Eftsoons his hand dropped he.

He holds him with his glittering eye -
The Wedding-Guest stood still,
And listens like a three years' child:
The Mariner hath his will.

The Wedding-Guest sat on a stone:
He cannot choose but hear;
And thus spake on that ancient man,
The bright-eyed Mariner.

"The ship was cheered, the harbour cleared,
Merrily did we drop
Below the kirk, below the hill,
Below the lighthouse top.

The sun came up upon the left,
Out of the sea came he!
And he shone bright, and on the right
Went down into the sea.

Higher and higher every day,
Till over the mast at noon -"
The Wedding-Guest here beat his breast,
For he heard the loud bassoon.

The bride hath paced into the hall,
Red as a rose is she;
Nodding their heads before her goes
The merry minstrelsy.

The Wedding-Guest he beat his breast,
Yet he cannot choose but hear;
And thus spake on that ancient man,
The bright-eyed Mariner.

"And now the storm-blast came, and he
Was tyrannous and strong:
He struck with his o'ertaking wings,
And chased us south along.

With sloping masts and dipping prow,
As who pursued with yell and blow
Still treads the shadow of his foe,
And foward bends his head,
The ship drove fast, loud roared the blast,
And southward aye we fled.

And now there came both mist and snow,
And it grew wondrous cold:
And ice, mast-high, came floating by,
As green as emerald.

And through the drifts the snowy clifts
Did send a dismal sheen:
Nor shapes of men nor beasts we ken -
The ice was all between.

The ice was here, the ice was there,
The ice was all around:
It cracked and growled, and roared and howled,
Like noises in a swound!

At length did cross an Albatross,
Thorough the fog it came;
As it had been a Christian soul,
We hailed it in God's name.

It ate the food it ne'er had eat,
And round and round it flew.
The ice did split with a thunder-fit;
The helmsman steered us through!

And a good south wind sprung up behind;
The Albatross did follow,
And every day, for food or play,
Came to the mariner's hollo!

In mist or cloud, on mast or shroud,
It perched for vespers nine;
Whiles all the night, through fog-smoke white,
Glimmered the white moonshine."

`God save thee, ancient Mariner,
From the fiends that plague thee thus! -
Why look'st thou so?' -"With my crossbow
I shot the Albatross."


Part II

"The sun now rose upon the right:
Out of the sea came he,
Still hid in mist, and on the left
Went down into the sea.

And the good south wind still blew behind,
But no sweet bird did follow,
Nor any day for food or play
Came to the mariners' hollo!

And I had done a hellish thing,
And it would work 'em woe:
For all averred, I had killed the bird
That made the breeze to blow.
Ah wretch! said they, the bird to slay,
That made the breeze to blow!

Nor dim nor red, like God's own head,
The glorious sun uprist:
Then all averred, I had killed the bird
That brought the fog and mist.
'Twas right, said they, such birds to slay,
That bring the fog and mist.

The fair breeze blew, the white foam flew,
The furrow followed free;
We were the first that ever burst
Into that silent sea.

Down dropped the breeze, the sails dropped down,
'Twas sad as sad could be;
And we did speak only to break
The silence of the sea!

All in a hot and copper sky,
The bloody sun, at noon,
Right up above the mast did stand,
No bigger than the moon.

Day after day, day after day,
We stuck, nor breath nor motion;
As idle as a painted ship
Upon a painted ocean.

Water, water, every where,
And all the boards did shrink;
Water, water, every where,
Nor any drop to drink.

The very deep did rot: O Christ!
That ever this should be!
Yea, slimy things did crawl with legs
Upon the slimy sea.

About, about, in reel and rout
The death-fires danced at night;
The water, like a witch's oils,
Burnt green, and blue, and white.

And some in dreams assured were
Of the Spirit that plagued us so;
Nine fathom deep he had followed us
From the land of mist and snow.

And every tongue, through utter drought,
Was withered at the root;
We could not speak, no more than if
We had been choked with soot.

Ah! well-a-day! what evil looks
Had I from old and young!
Instead of the cross, the Albatross
About my neck was hung."


Part III

"There passed a weary time. Each throat
Was parched, and glazed each eye.
A weary time! a weary time!
How glazed each weary eye -
When looking westward, I beheld
A something in the sky.

At first it seemed a little speck,
And then it seemed a mist;
It moved and moved, and took at last
A certain shape, I wist.

A speck, a mist, a shape, I wist!
And still it neared and neared:
As if it dodged a water-sprite,
It plunged and tacked and veered.

With throats unslaked, with black lips baked,
We could nor laugh nor wail;
Through utter drought all dumb we stood!
I bit my arm, I sucked the blood,
And cried, A sail! a sail!

With throats unslaked, with black lips baked,
Agape they heard me call:
Gramercy! they for joy did grin,
And all at once their breath drew in,
As they were drinking all.

See! see! (I cried) she tacks no more!
Hither to work us weal;
Without a breeze, without a tide,
She steadies with upright keel!

The western wave was all a-flame,
The day was well nigh done!
Almost upon the western wave
Rested the broad bright sun;
When that strange shape drove suddenly
Betwixt us and the sun.

And straight the sun was flecked with bars,
(Heaven's Mother send us grace!)
As if through a dungeon-grate he peered
With broad and burning face.

Alas! (thought I, and my heart beat loud)
How fast she nears and nears!
Are those her sails that glance in the sun,
Like restless gossameres?

Are those her ribs through which the sun
Did peer, as through a grate?
And is that Woman all her crew?
Is that a Death? and are there two?
Is Death that Woman's mate?

Her lips were red, her looks were free,
Her locks were yellow as gold:
Her skin was as white as leprosy,
The Nightmare Life-in-Death was she,
Who thicks man's blood with cold.

The naked hulk alongside came,
And the twain were casting dice;
`The game is done! I've won! I've won!'
Quoth she, and whistles thrice.

The sun's rim dips; the stars rush out:
At one stride comes the dark;
With far-heard whisper o'er the sea,
Off shot the spectre-bark.

We listened and looked sideways up!
Fear at my heart, as at a cup,
My life-blood seemed to sip!
The stars were dim, and thick the night,
The steersman's face by his lamp gleamed white;
From the sails the dew did drip -
Till clomb above the eastern bar
The horned moon, with one bright star
Within the nether tip.

One after one, by the star-dogged moon,
Too quick for groan or sigh,
Each turned his face with a ghastly pang,
And cursed me with his eye.

Four times fifty living men,
(And I heard nor sigh nor groan)
With heavy thump, a lifeless lump,
They dropped down one by one.

The souls did from their bodies fly, -
They fled to bliss or woe!
And every soul it passed me by,
Like the whizz of my crossbow!"


Part IV

`I fear thee, ancient Mariner!
I fear thy skinny hand!
And thou art long, and lank, and brown,
As is the ribbed sea-sand.

I fear thee and thy glittering eye,
And thy skinny hand, so brown.' -
"Fear not, fear not, thou Wedding-Guest!
This body dropped not down.

Alone, alone, all, all alone,
Alone on a wide wide sea!
And never a saint took pity on
My soul in agony.

The many men, so beautiful!
And they all dead did lie;
And a thousand thousand slimy things
Lived on; and so did I.

I looked upon the rotting sea,
And drew my eyes away;
I looked upon the rotting deck,
And there the dead men lay.

I looked to heaven, and tried to pray;
But or ever a prayer had gusht,
A wicked whisper came and made
My heart as dry as dust.

I closed my lids, and kept them close,
And the balls like pulses beat;
Forthe sky and the sea, and the sea and the sky,
Lay like a load on my weary eye,
And the dead were at my feet.

The cold sweat melted from their limbs,
Nor rot nor reek did they:
The look with which they looked on me
Had never passed away.

An orphan's curse would drag to hell
A spirit from on high;
But oh! more horrible than that
Is the curse in a dead man's eye!
Seven days, seven nights, I saw that curse,
And yet I could not die.

The moving moon went up the sky,
And no where did abide:
Softly she was going up,
And a star or two beside -

Her beams bemocked the sultry main,
Like April hoar-frost spread;
But where the ship's huge shadow lay,
The charmed water burnt alway
A still and awful red.

Beyond the shadow of the ship
I watched the water-snakes:
They moved in tracks of shining white,
And when they reared, the elfish light
Fell off in hoary flakes.

Within the shadow of the ship
I watched their rich attire:
Blue, glossy green, and velvet black,
They coiled and swam; and every track
Was a flash of golden fire.

O happy living things! no tongue
Their beauty might declare:
A spring of love gushed from my heart,
And I blessed them unaware:
Sure my kind saint took pity on me,
And I blessed them unaware.

The selfsame moment I could pray;
And from my neck so free
The Albatross fell off, and sank
Like lead into the sea."


Part V

"Oh sleep! it is a gentle thing,
Beloved from pole to pole!
To Mary Queen the praise be given!
She sent the gentle sleep from heaven,
That slid into my soul.

The silly buckets on the deck,
That had so long remained,
I dreamt that they were filled with dew;
And when I awoke, it rained.

My lips were wet, my throat was cold,
My garments all were dank;
Sure I had drunken in my dreams,
And still my body drank.

I moved, and could not feel my limbs:
I was so light -almost
I thought that I had died in sleep,
And was a blessed ghost.

And soon I heard a roaring wind:
It did not come anear;
But with its sound it shook the sails,
That were so thin and sere.

The upper air burst into life!
And a hundred fire-flags sheen,
To and fro they were hurried about!
And to and fro, and in and out,
The wan stars danced between.

And the coming wind did roar more loud,
And the sails did sigh like sedge;
And the rain poured down from one black cloud;
The moon was at its edge.

The thick black cloud was cleft, and still
The moon was at its side:
Like waters shot from some high crag,
The lightning fell with never a jag,
A river steep and wide.

The loud wind never reached the ship,
Yet now the ship moved on!
Beneath the lightning and the moon
The dead men gave a groan.

They groaned, they stirred, they all uprose,
Nor spake, nor moved their eyes;
It had been strange, even in a dream,
To have seen those dead men rise.

The helmsman steered, the ship moved on;
Yet never a breeze up blew;
The mariners all 'gan work the ropes,
Where they were wont to do;
They raised their limbs like lifeless tools -
We were a ghastly crew.

The body of my brother's son
Stood by me, knee to knee:
The body and I pulled at one rope,
But he said nought to me."

`I fear thee, ancient Mariner!'
"Be calm, thou Wedding-Guest!
'Twas not those souls that fled in pain,
Which to their corses came again,
But a troop of spirits blest:

For when it dawned -they dropped their arms,
And clustered round the mast;
Sweet sounds rose slowly through their mouths,
And from their bodies passed.

Around, around, flew each sweet sound,
Then darted to the sun;
Slowly the sounds came back again,
Now mixed, now one by one.

Sometimes a-dropping from the sky
I heard the skylark sing;
Sometimes all little birds that are,
How they seemed to fill the sea and air
With their sweet jargoning!

And now 'twas like all instruments,
Now like a lonely flute;
And now it is an angel's song,
That makes the heavens be mute.

It ceased; yet still the sails made on
A pleasant noise till noon,
A noise like of a hidden brook
In the leafy month of June,
That to the sleeping woods all night
Singeth a quiet tune.

Till noon we quietly sailed on,
Yet never a breeze did breathe;
Slowly and smoothly went the ship,
Moved onward from beneath.

Under the keel nine fathom deep,
From the land of mist and snow,
The spirit slid: and it was he
That made the ship to go.
The sails at noon left off their tune,
And the ship stood still also.

The sun, right up above the mast,
Had fixed her to the ocean:
But in a minute she 'gan stir,
With a short uneasy motion -
Backwards and forwards half her length
With a short uneasy motion.

Then like a pawing horse let go,
She made a sudden bound:
It flung the blood into my head,
And I fell down in a swound.

How long in that same fit I lay,
I have not to declare;
But ere my living life returned,
I heard and in my soul discerned
Two voices in the air.

`Is it he?' quoth one, `Is this the man?
By him who died on cross,
With his cruel bow he laid full low
The harmless Albatross.

The spirit who bideth by himself
In the land of mist and snow,
He loved the bird that loved the man
Who shot him with his bow.'

The other was a softer voice,
As soft as honey-dew:
Quoth he, `The man hath penance done,
And penance more will do.'


Part VI

First Voice

But tell me, tell me! speak again,
Thy soft response renewing -
What makes that ship drive on so fast?
What is the ocean doing?

Second Voice

Still as a slave before his lord,
The ocean hath no blast;
His great bright eye most silently
Up to the moon is cast -

If he may know which way to go;
For she guides him smooth or grim.
See, brother, see! how graciously
She looketh down on him.

First Voice

But why drives on that ship so fast,
Without or wave or wind?

Second Voice

The air is cut away before,
And closes from behind.

Fly, brother, fly! more high, more high!
Or we shall be belated:
For slow and slow that ship will go,
When the Mariner's trance is abated.

"I woke, and we were sailing on
As in a gentle weather:
'Twas night, calm night, the moon was high;
The dead men stood together.

All stood together on the deck,
For a charnel-dungeon fitter:
All fixed on me their stony eyes,
That in the moon did glitter.

The pang, the curse, with which they died,
Had never passed away:
I could not draw my eyes from theirs,
Nor turn them up to pray.

And now this spell was snapped: once more
I viewed the ocean green,
And looked far forth, yet little saw
Of what had else been seen -

Like one that on a lonesome road
Doth walk in fear and dread,
And having once turned round walks on,
And turns no more his head;
Because he knows a frightful fiend
Doth close behind him tread.

But soon there breathed a wind on me,
Nor sound nor motion made:
Its path was not upon the sea,
In ripple or in shade.

It raised my hair, it fanned my cheek
Like a meadow-gale of spring -
It mingled strangely with my fears,
Yet it felt like a welcoming.

Swiftly, swiftly flew the ship,
Yet she sailed softly too:
Sweetly, sweetly blew the breeze -
On me alone it blew.

Oh! dream of joy! is this indeed
The lighthouse top I see?
Is this the hill? is this the kirk?
Is this mine own country?

We drifted o'er the harbour-bar,
And I with sobs did pray -
O let me be awake, my God!
Or let me sleep alway.

The harbour-bay was clear as glass,
So smoothly it was strewn!
And on the bay the moonlight lay,
And the shadow of the moon.

The rock shone bright, the kirk no less,
That stands above the rock:
The moonlight steeped in silentness
The steady weathercock.

And the bay was white with silent light,
Till rising from the same,
Full many shapes, that shadows were,
In crimson colours came.

A little distance from the prow
Those crimson shadows were:
I turned my eyes upon the deck -
Oh, Christ! what saw I there!

Each corse lay flat, lifeless and flat,
And, by the holy rood!
A man all light, a seraph-man,
On every corse there stood.

This seraph-band, each waved his hand:
It was a heavenly sight!
They stood as signals to the land,
Each one a lovely light;

This seraph-band, each waved his hand,
No voice did they impart -
No voice; but oh! the silence sank
Like music on my heart.

But soon I heard the dash of oars,
I heard the Pilot's cheer;
My head was turned perforce away,
And I saw a boat appear.

The Pilot and the Pilot's boy,
I heard them coming fast:
Dear Lord in heaven! it was a joy
The dead men could not blast.

I saw a third -I heard his voice:
It is the Hermit good!
He singeth loud his godly hymns
That he makes in the wood.
He'll shrieve my soul, he'll wash away
The Albatross's blood."


Part VII

"This Hermit good lives in that wood
Which slopes down to the sea.
How loudly his sweet voice he rears!
He loves to talk with marineers
That come from a far country.

He kneels at morn, and noon, and eve -
He hath a cushion plump:
It is the moss that wholly hides
The rotted old oak-stump.

The skiff-boat neared: I heard them talk,
`Why, this is strange, I trow!
Where are those lights so many and fair,
That signal made but now?'

`Strange, by my faith!' the Hermit said -
`And they answered not our cheer!
The planks looked warped! and see those sails,
How thin they are and sere!
I never saw aught like to them,
Unless perchance it were

Brown skeletons of leaves that lag
My forest-brook along;
When the ivy-tod is heavy with snow,
And the owlet whoops to the wolf below,
That eats the she-wolf's young.'

`Dear Lord! it hath a fiendish look -
(The Pilot made reply)
I am afeared' -`Push on, push on!'
Said the Hermit cheerily.

The boat came closer to the ship,
But I nor spake nor stirred;
The boat came close beneath the ship,
And straight a sound was heard.

Under the water it rumbled on,
Still louder and more dread:
It reached the ship, it split the bay;
The ship went down like lead.

Stunned by that loud and dreadful sound,
Which sky and ocean smote,
Like one that hath been seven days drowned
My body lay afloat;
But swift as dreams, myself I found
Within the Pilot's boat.

Upon the whirl where sank the ship
The boat spun round and round;
And all was still, save that the hill
Was telling of the sound.

I moved my lips -the Pilot shrieked
And fell down in a fit;
The holy Hermit raised his eyes,
And prayed where he did sit.

I took the oars: the Pilot's boy,
Who now doth crazy go,
Laughed loud and long, and all the while
His eyes went to and fro.
`Ha! ha!' quoth he, `full plain I see,
The Devil knows how to row.'

And now, all in my own country,
I stood on the firm land!
The Hermit stepped forth from the boat,
And scarcely he could stand.

O shrieve me, shrieve me, holy man!
The Hermit crossed his brow.
`Say quick,' quoth he `I bid thee say -
What manner of man art thou?'

Forthwith this frame of mine was wrenched
With a woeful agony,
Which forced me to begin my tale;
And then it left me free.

Since then, at an uncertain hour,
That agony returns;
And till my ghastly tale is told,
This heart within me burns.

I pass, like night, from land to land;
I have strange power of speech;
That moment that his face I see,
I know the man that must hear me:
To him my tale I teach.

What loud uproar bursts from that door!
The wedding-guests are there:
But in the garden-bower the bride
And bride-maids singing are;
And hark the little vesper bell,
Which biddeth me to prayer!

O Wedding-Guest! this soul hath been
Alone on a wide wide sea:
So lonely 'twas, that God himself
Scarce seemed there to be.

O sweeter than the marriage-feast,
'Tis sweeter far to me,
To walk together to the kirk
With a goodly company! -

To walk together to the kirk,
And all together pray,
While each to his great Father bends,
Old men, and babes, and loving friends,
And youths and maidens gay!

Farewell, farewell! but this I tell
To thee, thou Wedding-Guest!
He prayeth well, who loveth well
Both man and bird and beast.

He prayeth best, who loveth best
All things both great and small;
For the dear God who loveth us,
He made and loveth all."

The Mariner, whose eye is bright,
Whose beard with age is hoar,
Is gone; and now the Wedding-Guest
Turned from the bridegroom's door.

He went like one that hath been stunned,
And is of sense forlorn:
A sadder and a wiser man
He rose the morrow morn